Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
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Wednesday, January 14, 2026

To Zine Or Not To Zine! [with 2 Free Zines!]

 That is the question! 

Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of overhead and effort with no promise of dissemination, or to just say, "Yeah, I really like making them and sharing them, but they're just going to sit in a closet somewhere until I recycle them in eight months, because ain't nobody giving a toot about what I have to say about what I give a toot about!"

It's a conundrum that's puzzled the minds of creative types for centuries. That's why Hamlet ultimately scrapped his zine, Moody Leotard Lads, and decided to upend his royal household. I guess the more things change, the more they stay the same.

I do love me a good zine, though. I made them in high school and college, sought them out at comic conventions and record shows over the years, and even held long-standing subscriptions to a few (does Video Watchdog count as a zine?).

So, about a week ago I had what I deemed a great idea for a new zine; I'd settled on the titles Junk Drawer or X-Ray News. I thought Junk Drawer would be a good title because it could metaphorically encompass the scattershot menagerie of seemingly unrelated interests I would include: everything from record reviews and other music highlights, vintage comic book history, film insight, jabber about literature, art, graphic design and, well, who knows what else. Certainly not me! X-Ray News was gleaned from a Hercule Poirot book – The Labors of Hercules (1947) – and I thought it sounded cool. Almost like a Richard Sala comic or an obscure The Fall b-side or something. 

I'd even mapped out the first two issues. One would be about beach/surf culture, specifically from a Midwesterner's perspective ('cause you know we got 'em here, too), and would include reviews and info about my favorite surf records, spotlights on some fun beach-related films, etcetera. The second issue I had started to sketch out was related to party planning. What? That seems abstract and pointless, you might say. Back when VHS was king of the home media and companies needed a constant flow of product to spice up quickly stagnating production catalogs, all kinds of needless (and downright odd) novelty videos were released, providing everything from the opportunity to get fit with grannies to learning how to be a hit at any party. There were apparently a whole lot of "How To Party" adjacent videos produced, and a heck of a lot of them are up on the internet for casual consumption. So, obviously, someone needs to uncork this magic and get it out to the world, right?! Pair that with some of the most bizarre party snack recipes from cookbooks of yore, and tips on making the perfect party mixtape, and BAM: you got yourself a very niche publication that might appeal to...only you.

And then that voice that sneaks in when you're caught up in the gusto of a new creative endeavor, filtered into my thoughts; y'know, the one that says "No one wants this! You're going to spend a chunk of change to make a publication that isn't saleable. Why don't you divert your time to a worthwhile hobby and take up clog dancing or something?" 

"Isn't this blog a digital version of that idea, already?" you might say. Yeah, I guess. But I'm sort of stuck on physical media and the artifact is kind of the charm of the medium.

So here I sit, concept in hand and unsure which definition of "execute" I should pursue with it. I'll probably just continue with this here online thingy, because that's free and I can include video and audio media, I guess.

Aside from using this blog to ruminate on my own artistic insecurities, I thought it might be a novel idea to include full copies of two of my most recent zine productions. One on pinball and another on...well, the goal was to have all original material with the set parameters of it making me laugh while I was making it. They were both produced under the title 4PM FRIDAY, with the idea that 4 PM Friday is the gateway to the weekend! So, y'know, fun times were ahead and whatnot. That hasn't actually been a reality since I was sixteen years old, but it wasn't the worst title idea I'd come up with when workshopping it.

If you read these and like them, feel free to download and share them. Please just give me credit when you do so.

Enjoy!

* You can download/read 4PM FRIDAY: PIN BALL ZINE here.












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* You can download 4PM FRIDAY "BEACH STAR" ZINE here.




















Sunday, April 25, 2021

4PM FRIDAY AFTERNOON - A PINBALL ZINE

 


Hello! I've created a pinball zine! It's free to download here! I know there are a few typos on the PRESS START intro page, I'd compiled the unedited file into the mass pdf, but if you can look past that, you might find something to enjoy within. 

Working on a second zine now, waiting for inspiration to strike to finish. It will not be pinball related.


Monday, March 5, 2018

Lewis Cotlow: Chronicler of Head-Hunters

Lewis Cotlow's bio from the back cover of Amazon
Head-Hunters
, Signet; 1954.
"Why does a man cut off another man's head, shrink it to the size of his fist, and then dance around it?" –Lewis Cotlow, from Amazon Head-Hunters, Signet Books, New York, 1954.

Sifting through artifacts of the past is a risky endeavor; if we look at history purely from an emotional point of view, we have a tendency to fail to actually learn from it, to objectively assess something, contextualize it, and sift the gold out of what can often appear to simply be buckets full of ugly detritus. If we weigh the scale too heavily on the side of reason, without putting things through a humanistic lens, we drop the ball of progress and fail to improve our understanding of the world and how we can improve our relation to it–and each other–in the current cultural context. After all, as the quote of muddied attribution seems to say: "Those who fail to the remember history are doomed to repeat it." The same goes with applying those lessons to the present.

For someone whose popular media consumption is largely a product of the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries, there's a lot of dodging and pass-granting with what I read/watch/hear. Certain cultural proclivities stick out like oil spots on a white plaster wall, but that's neither here nor there. Elmer Mason Brown, H.P. Lovecraft, Donald Keyhoe, W. Somerset Maugham, Robert E. Howard,  Louis L'Amour, Edgar Wallace–the list could go on until there was no more scroll bar to the right to scroll with–all wrote great adventure tales. I certainly don't celebrate the xenophobic and misogynistic elements that pop up in their work, but that doesn't mean the stories themselves have nothing to offer. To complain about Edgar Wallace referring to a person of color as a Negro in a book from 1921 would be tantamount to complaining that Dr. Watson doesn't simply pull out a smartphone and solve crimes himself and ditch Sherlock Holmes altogether. Is it acceptable today? No. And the rational, reasonably intelligent person reading that and reacting to it would hopefully understand it without the need to demand the burning of all of Edgar Wallace's books or block a major Interstate highway in protest to point that out. 

The author's living room, adorned with a tiki from
Hawaii, a hand-carved snake from Germany, a copy
of Cotlow's Amazon Head-Hunters, and two novelty
shrunken heads.

Aside from racial and gender issues that often sully the things from this era (and while the casual window-watcher from the outside might assume that all things produced in this era contain chain-smoking white males in positions of power who consider women perfumed property and other races inferior, this is refreshingly and honestly not so, but you'd have to actually read them rather than referring to stereotypes to glean that), there's the irritating focus on affluent white males who seem to either sit around posh clubs, bragging about their latest big game kill in Africa, or spend their overabundance of inherited income and free time stomping all over some foreign culture so they can kill something from that part of the world, skin it, and bring it back to show that they've "conquered" it.

I don't agree with big game hunting. This isn't a political blog, and I don't intend to start peeling back the layers on my personal views here, but the idea of going somewhere to seek out wildlife for the sole purpose of shooting it down is abhorrent to me. Big game hunting has always been the earmark of the bored wealthy flaunting their power and stroking their egos. But, at one time, excursions by big game hunters into the unexplored regions of the world were the only insight into those strange cultures that the average "civilized" citizen had, boxed into their lives with work and home and the immediate cultural surroundings that they were familiar with, without the means to travel, save a trip to the museum or some highly fantasized piece of pulp magazine adventure.

Poster for the roadshow picture Zanzabuku (1956).
Lewis Cotlow (1898-1987) was a globe-trekker, ethnographer and cultural documentarian who could have fit into any one of the adventure tales from the early 1900s; the kind Elmer Mason Brown wrote and that eventually inspired the serials that inspired George Lucas's Indiana Jones character. He was a merchant marine who looked like actor Lex Barker, and when he wasn't working as an executive for the Massachusetts Mutual Life insurance company in New York, he traveled the world, making a name for himself making documentaries like Savage Splendor (1949), Zanzabuku (1956), Primitive Paradise (1961), Jungle Headhunters (1951, as production assistant), High Arctic (1963), and Adventures in South America (1946). These were short documentaries filmed and often put on a roadshow circuit through the United States, meaning the prints were traveled around the country, region by region, with a limited display window to entice viewers to come see this "once-in-a-lifetime" showing of a first-hand experience traveling through South America's Amazon region or through the jungles of Africa. One man's genuine cultural study is another's armchair escapism. You have to remember that this was a time without VHS or DVD technology. When you were watching a film in the theater, for all one knew, it might be the only time you'd ever have to see it.

There was a slew of "mondo" exploitation documentaries of the same nature that popped up in the 1950s and 60s, usually full of shock footage either pulled out of context or altogether staged, or with rituals often improperly credentialed as being culturally pervasive, in the vein of the repulsive Faces of Death video series that seemed to be requisite to every video store in the 1980s and 90s. These weren't Cotlow's fare. He didn't seem to be interested in shock value or misrepresentation. In fact he didn't seem to be interested in collecting ivory tusks or leopard hides, either. He does admit in his book Amazon Head-Hunters, that while traveling around to different camps, filming ritual dances and ceremonies, he'd often ask tribes to give reenactment performances if he wasn't able to capture something happening organically, so there is some artifice present but for documentation purposes, supposedly, not false customs cut from whole cloth to thrill ignorant American audiences.


Of course when seen through the lens of today, many might consider his films to be exploitative and perhaps even campy. In 2018, even the term "Savage" elicits winces. In the interest of full disclosure, I've never seen any of the films, so I'll have to reserve judgement. I've looked, and I simply can't find them to watch. But as a man granted the Explorer's Club Medal for "...extraordinary contributions directly in the field of exploration, scientific research, or to the welfare of humanity" for his decision to document the customs and cultures of tribal peoples who were likely to either vanish completely, or have their customs altered by the encroaching "enlightenment" of a shrinking globe, I find it hard to believe that Cotlow's aims were merely reputation building and personal grandeur. He was also awarded the Order of Magellan by the Circumnavigators Club in respects to "...outstanding individuals who are dedicated to advancing peace and understanding in all parts of the world."

Granted I've never met the man and I wasn't on his expeditions; and even Henry Kissinger has a string of awards and honors as long as a grocery list and seemingly oxymoronic based on his actions prior to receiving them. But one tip off to Cotlow's intentions comes in reading his book, Amazon Head-Hunters, about the Jivaro indians in Ecuador and Peru. Of course the book is covered with sensational blurbs and the title itself could come from a story found in the pages of Adam or For Men Only Magazine, but the text is refreshingly objective. Cotlow describes his trip into the South American jungles, his time spent living with the tribes in the area, and yes, it does focus on the now-taboo subject of head shrinking, but it doesn't judge or sensationalize the facts. In fact, it reads more like an archaeology text with detailed discussions between Cotlow and natives about tribal hierarchy, religious beliefs and customs and hunting strategy, than a tawdry spinner-rack paperback about lopping off heads.

Cover of paperback from author's collection.

"Nevertheless, the Jivaro is better adapted to his environment than I am, than you are. He feels more secure, despite the known and unknown dangers that surround him, than we do. He spends more hours of his life in a happy state than we do. He suffers not a whit from ulcers, cancers, diabetes, heart failure, allergies, asthma, neuroses, psychoses, inadequate housing, polluted beaches, corrupt politicians, sexual deviation, theft, murder, and war. The last two items may surprise you. But the Jivaro murders no more than our state officials murder when they execute a man for his crime." (p. 113).

Take the line about "sexual deviation" how you will. The point is Lewis Cotlow doesn't seem interested in parading these indigenous peoples as curious freaks to be gawked and snickered at by the casual civilized Caucasian; he's representing them as valid human beings with a unique culture.



Despite being largely forgotten now, Cotlow's endeavors have helped pave the way for further global cultural study. After his passing in 1987, his collection of artifacts was bequeathed to the Cincinnati Museum of Natural History (including his collection of photographs and films). To this day, a grant called The Lewis N. Cotlow Fund is available at George Washington University in Washington, D.C., where he briefly attended, for students doing anthropological fieldwork. A list of all of the projects that have been funded by the grant since 1991 can be seen here.